By the Way

Just so you know I am not going to become a One Note Sister with this book thing. It may not be your cup of tea and I'm am not going to turn my blog into a library.

Once we get started we'll roll with it but I still intend to write about how I feel and what's going on and talk about what's on you guy's minds.

I have always wanted to write a journal. I have a terrible memory. My whole life is one big haze to me. I remember the highlights but I have never been really fully present until lately. My mind is always runnin' and gunnin'. Looking for the next problem. Worrying about what I should do or have already done. I have yet to smell a rose. (well maybe a few lately - I'm working on it.)

But anyway, this blog thing helps me. It's easy and it makes me stop and think and BE RIGHT HERE instead of worrying about the vast ifs what's and maybes that tend to dominate my life.

Thanks for being my audience for that. The doing (writing this and keeping track) seems to have purpose now and the feedback has value.

I promise to smell a rose today if you will.